I'm not satisfied with my performance unless someone's life is changed forever by witnessing it. Winning is great, and losing definitely sucks but more than anything, to me, it's about the performance. I find that in the end the fans, and even the athletes for that matter, don't really remember the wins, the losses, they don't remember the titles won or what your record was. What really sticks with people, years after you've hung it up, is what you left in there every time, what you gave of yourself...... But then again, maybe that's just me.